Ok i'm done

It's better to say too much
Than to never say what you need to say again...

A line from a song that hit me when I heard it. 

I swear, people either take their precious time getting to know other people or they just don't want anything to do with others at all. 

I mean, you put in the effort to be close to them but they pretty much shut you down. Make conversations with them but they end up just answering you back and that's it. I don't know what the heck to think or feel anymore. 

I'm sure I already bent over backwards enough. There's nothing else I could do. No, there's nothing else I should do. I hate coming out too strong to people. So if that's the most they could show me, then fine. I'd rather stop. It's not worth my time waiting for someone that might not even come at all. It's not worth anyones time to force people out of their 'safe bubble.' 

So yeah, I think I'll just let them be. I'm done forcing myself to them. I'm positive that there's more out there that wouldn't waste my time like this. 

Oh, just a quick advice to people... please don't open up to others only to stop when the other person is ready to open up as well. That's just messed up.