i'm losing it

i woke up to find text messages from my friends
next thing i know, tears were falling down my face

truth is,i miss my friends so much

..those silly times

..sleepovers

..i miss being with them

..i even miss the fights



i feel so terrible that i had to leave during this time that i know they needed help..

i wanted to be there for them just as before..

but hey, life's a bitch!



i want to go back

i want my life back..

i want it so bad it makes me breakdown & cry until they realize that i am not for this crap!