new look..back to basic

after a few years without bangs, i am back with it!!

now it's side-swept..

"ahya na may bangs" has returned!

hilo!

i am at the middle of the road..
why do i have to carry so much load??
i have never felt this way
i don't like to be like this day by day

undecided--that's what i am
and i hope for just 1 second I'd be numb

i am at the middle of the road..
i am confused with all the codes
I'd like to have some help now
I'd like to move but i don't know how

i don't wanna cause pain
and i don't either want to feel the pain

i just wanna live the right way!
i just wanna walk and be okay!

i am at the middle of the road..
confused--what am i supposed to do??
my feet leads me to different paths
where am i to go??
where's the place that there's no wrath??

i am at the middle of the road...

hmm??

**things bothering my mind right now..

-- my euthanasia research on english3.. tomorrow's going to be the defense and i haven't even started writing the body of my research! well, just thinking about it makes me super sleepy.. ughh! i totally dislike researches.. i do learn new things but i don't like writing about it..there is a lot in the internet already..why add more!

-- my investigative report due on friday. we watched i-witness' kidneys for sale this morning and seriously, i thought it was just for our mere information.turns out, we are supposed to take down notes because we are to do an investigative report out of the documentary..what???i was not even watching it that much..

-- ka-ching! wah na ko pera! i have like 3 coin banks at my room but it was never filled even with a peso! it was just for display i guess. =) i sure wanted to save up but at the end of the day, i am left with no money at all- i mean, at all! pera!!!

-- ANTM cycle 8! that's tomorrow!!! i just can't wait...

-- my eyebag!ughh! di padin nawawala..hai!! i have tried everything in the book just to get rid of it..no avail!!

--my laptop's battery has like 35 minutes remaining and my charger is nowhere to be found. di ko nanaman matatapos research ko!

--i forgot the password of my boyfriend's account!i have been trying every words possible for minutes now but i still can not get in! i was even the one who did the account.. memory gap!

-- i feel bad about how some of my classmates treat jayraida. i don't hold a grudge against them though but sometimes, i feel that they are going way over the line. jay does not really react maybe that's why everybody assumed that it is fine to make jokes out of her. i admit i am one of those people who laughs at her but at the end, i feel guilty. lalo na pag nakikita kong nahuhurt na siya. but i guess nothing much will change. way of life na yan. aminado ako na may mga nasabi na ako but i never meant any hurt- just plain & simple fun. kaya sorry...

-- i am processing my visa right now and it really bothers me.i do want to see my mother and other relatives there in California. i just do hope i will be granted with a visa. wish ko lang!

-- my bracket just snapped and my teeth is starting to hurt.and, i can't do anything since my next schedule for my dental check-up will be on saturday pa. i guess i have to endure the pain for the remaining days..

hai!

natsci2 nanaman!--ughh!!

SCIENCE!

as a child, i have dreamt of becoming a doctor--or a nurse at least..
it started when i got admitted at the SLU Hospital when i was 10 years old. believe it or not, i got dengue-- and i survived! i had this pretty nurse and a very kind doctor who is attending to me that got me interested with curing the sick. i just find them so nice and that their work is like not that easy but they still get to smile and have fun. can you imagine always being on the rush all the time and you still have to tend to a lot more people but yet, they look so fresh and not so stressed?? i just really put them into the pedestal and i applaud them for how they are able to make the lives of other people comfortable.

so by the time i got checked out from the hospital.. all i can think about is.. " i wanna be a doctor..or a nurse!"

that kept playing on my mind over and over..

but now, i don't know what made me change my mind.. as time passed by, i outgrew my dream of becoming a doctor..

so now, i hate science for some reason!

i can't stand listening to scientific words.. even for an hour..

gulo ng utak ko noh?!

Rizal!

how i wish i was in a different room...
Honestly speaking, i hate my Rizal class
aside from the "patay na binubuhay pa " topic, and the oh-so dull, lifeless room, my classmates have lives of their own!

tanya and nikki are the only people i know and can talk to..
ngayon isa nalang..nikki disappeared!

i enjoyed my History class-- even got a 99! but with this class, i sure as hell wanted to drop!

i love to love the topic..i just don't love the ambiance..and the people!

exclusively 4 jedda

..i made this for jedda..

..actually rush lang yan..dami kasi ginagawa sa house and i am trying to change my sleeping habits.. i sleep late talaga and now, i am trying to sleep before 10 pm..

..i gave it to her kanina lang.. sana lang like niya..

..yan na yata yung pinakamabilis na nagawa ko.. 2 hours ko lang ginawa.. sorry girl.. balik mo kung ayaw mo.=)

hangover!

"ma'am, you lost me at book lungs!"

heck what does book lungs mean anyway??"

as much as i wanted to internalize the topic, those scientific words just confuses me even more.
all that enters my mind is blah...blah...blah...yada...yada...yada...

how i wish its 6 pm

what time is it?
UWIAN TIME!

haha!
may hangover pa ako sa high school musical 2...
i liked part 1 better though..

**question:
"what was Kwnny Ortega thinking when he put troy bolton's solo act(the one in the golf field) into the final cut?!" --"duh, is troy like..uhh..gay??"

**another thing about HSM:
well, almost everyone in the entire world has seen vanessa hudgen' nude pics. she admitted that it was really her.too bad!you know what, that got me thinking.."will she be the next la lohan??"

well, i hope not.. sayang ang career! ha ha! i just don't get the whole nude thing.. andami niyang damit pero di naman niya sinusuot.hay naku, kung ako lang may ganong damit, ipangtutulog ko pa!

girl, wake up before everything's too late!don't be one of those stupid girls that Pink is singing about..

09.08.07

all these pictures was taken at our Star Awards Night..
i know all my friends and classmates are expecting to see these...

chandelier

i found this chandelier earring set at porta vaga last week. i bought it and tried to make my very own earring.

i did it!

well, it was a little bit crappy but i am glad...

i finally did something on my own and with my own creativity!

i did not ask for anybody's idea and nobody helped me...

i am just so happy!(=