babbles

*RANTS*

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" DO YOU WANT TO PASS MY SUBJECT? THEN COME TO MY CLASS!"

-around 3 pm, my confidence totally shrinked...
was that a slap on my face??

just at the entrance of the FGB foodcourt, just beside the long line of students waiting for their turn at the elevator, her voice echoed not only in my ears but also to the bystanders around.

it is already 4:55 pm and i still can't remove in my mind those words-- that short statement that made me want to fade away.
that moment, i sure wanted to trade places with a ghost--not seen, but present.

did a deserve that??-- yes & NO!

i did missed 2 days of her class but that was totally the wrong thing at the wrong moment! she could have just said that to me when no one is around..

i sure as hell wanted to trash talk her but would i stoop down to that level just to redeem myself? not really. i may as well just come to her class--do good--the way she wanted it.

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every tuesdays and thursdays, 9 - 3 pm is my vacant hours. i just bought the Ghost Whisperer season 2 dvd so i watched it but i was only able to watch like 4 episodes only.

-i feel bad...
don't you hate it when you're really into a certain thing and not be able to know the end??it is so frustrating turning off the tv just when the story is starting to be interesting and intriguing.

-up to now, i am still left with a lot of questions. what would happen next?... yada yada...

-i thought that the 6 hours would be long enough- i guess not.
now i believe in what most people say.. "Time goes fast."

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i am dead sleepy! i slept at around 2 am and woke up at 6 am--4 hours of sleep!

-it wasn't enough!

-i think i'm insomniac!
i have always been ranting about this because i do want to sleep but something is always keeping me awake.i can't seem to feel sleepy.

my biological clock might not be working.
can i get a technician here!

*RAVES*

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i only saw 1 korean today..
hmm...that's odd!

coming from a city--a university-- swarming with koreans, it is really unusual to only see one in a day.

most of the time, i see a lot!

i even count every one that passes me by-i am a human counter!(=
well, it keeps me awake when my instructor starts to talk to the blackboard and when i get stucked at traffic.

there will always be tomorrow.

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one thing managed to totally get me bundles of laugh today.

there is this one instructor of mine ( name not to be mentioned- my grades is at stake!) who i believe is a little touched( mentally).

the blackboard in our classroom was covered in cloth since it is newly painted. when my instructor arrived and saw it, he asked us to turn our seats and face the wall at the back of the room.
then, she took a pentel pen and started writing on the wall.

i was shocked!

how could she think of doing that??

after a while, i just laughed- and laughed-and laughed!

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why do we have to study our internal organs- liver, pancreas, and all??
what's the point?? we are not going to use it in the future.

why do we have to study dead people??...they're dead!
think about it, aren't those people we are talking about get bothered- whatever happened to eternal peace?? how will their souls rest in peace??

-i actually know the reasons, i just don't get the point...