babbles

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it is already 20 minutes past 2 in the morning and i still could not sleep. these past few days, i have been having troubles dozing off. i lie down at around 9 pm but i end up STILL awake at around 12 am. maybe there's something wrong with me. or i am just too preoccupied with a lot of things. my eyebags are becoming luggages already! i am planning to take sleeping pills but i am uncertain because i have a big problem with side effects- we just don't get along! maybe i should try reading a book before i sleep- a really boring book. =)

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i have seen my grades already..
di ako masaya sa ibang results..
di ko maintindihan kung bakit i have a low grade on one of my major subjects eh i almost perfected naman yung exam namin and i submit naman yung mga requirements. well, yun talaga siguro..baka may personality factor pa na included- baka dun ako nagfail!=)
pero ok lang naman yung iba-just the average.

i was hoping for high grades kasi that's why i am so frustrated. i put too much pressure on myself. now, i feel bad because i did not reach the grades i wanted to have.

there's always a next time...=)

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buti nalang sumikat na ang araw ngayon. hai naku, di ko nalang alam kung anong reaction ko pag umulan pa. buti nalang nakauwi na ako nung bumuhos uli yung ulan.

dati, malakas effect ko sa ulan-promise! pag pinagdadasal ko na di umulan, di nga umuulan(and vice versa). lagi pa nga akong sinisisi ng mga friends ko nun pagka- umuulan eh. ngayon, kahit anong dasal ko, wala lang;dedma lang. ha ha!

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i am going to try my luck kung makakatulog na ba ako..=)
it's getting really late na eh..
ciao!