babbles

journalism era...
ma'am Solar asked us to make a timeline about the journalism era in Europe. that time, i was the only one who attended class in our group. i was the only one who knows what to do, i told nicky about the take home exam and she agreed on doing some of the parts needed to be done. the thing is, i don't have any idea how to contact reuben, kristian, and my other groupmate whose name is still unknown to me. i am planning to just not tell ma'am Solar that they did not help but i am bothered because ma'am Solar might ask them and they will not know what to answer. i don't want them to blame me. i am not being selfish, God knows i tried looking for them, but i wasn't lucky. for now, i am just going to finish the timeline and maybe tomorrow, i will just go to school early so that i can tell them about it. maybe things will work out fine tomorrow...

skinny jeans...
is it still in??or not??
i have always wanted to wear one but everytime i watch E! News and the D10, they always say it is outdated already and loose pants or what we called the elephant pants are the next big thing in fashion. i am confused because everytime i go out, half of the people i pass by are wearing skinny jeans!i really don't know if i should wear one or not so i asked the advice of my friends and they said that i shouldn't depend on what's the latest fashion-if it looks good on me, why not?.and they are right! why should i frustrate myself over that petty thing?if i want to wear one, nobody can't stop me.
so, i bought my very first skinny jeans!ha ha! if you could have only seen the look on my face upon seeing myself in the mirror wearing it, i was really happy. for the first time, i didn't care about what's in..i just cared about what's going to make me happy.

mom cares...
my mother in california called this morning and she found out that i am sick. her voice sounded really worried and she kept telling me to go to the doctor to have a check-up. that time, the only thought going through my mind is that 'my mom cares.' she has been away for like my entire life and hearing her being worried and caring for me made me glad that i am sick because if not, i wouldn't know she cares. i can't explain the joy i felt-i almost cried. i thought that the distance changed everything including the way she feels about me-i was wrong. that moment brought back the faith in me that 'not everybody that leaves forgets the one they left behind'- they are just physically away.