haykz!!

ok,it's official...

i am seriously lost! i put myself into this situation & i don't know how to get out of it!
when i did it, all i wanted is to have my life back..but now, ironically, i want that back.
i sure wish i never even made that stupid, impulsive decision.

as i was lying on my bed last night, all i was thinking about is THAT!plus, i jumped into that conclusion without any exact reasons.you know what i mean?

what was i even thinking?!ugghh!!!
could i be any rasher??

shoulda,woulda,coulda--not me!
should haven't,would haven't, could haven't--totally me!!