alone time

as always, i am alone again here at home..well, i do not really go out that much anymore unlike my brother who happens to be my complete opposite.i guess i just got fed up walking around places i saw a thousand times plus it is raining all the time so it will just kill the fun.i don't feel bad anyway.i kind of like the solitude because it makes me think things deeper and i get to rest from the hustle and bustle outside.plus, i am able to review for my upcoming preliminary examination.well, i really have to do good this time on my studies since i promised my mother that i will have good grades and it is not much for her to ask me that because it is the only way i can show her that i have changed and i am taking things seriously this time unlike before that i take everything for granted including her.i promised to myself that i will really do good this time..i have to..not only for me..