9.14.2006

am’ really scared…

I am a scaredy-cat., and I’m proud of it!., hekhek! Only few people know that., they think I am a strong person so they do not really care much., they say I can handle everything that comes my way( you think?!) Hell no! I am most likely Courage, the cowardly dog. I get petrified too! I freak out from those oral recitations to those ‘unexpected brownouts while alone’ situations., but I still try to do some things to lessen the fear in me.,
There’s this part on the show Mastermind(by Eric, ‘whatever his surname is’) wherein a video of a ghost was shown. Heck, I was so frightened! I wanted to switch channels but I couldn’t move! I was just so scared… but then I thought- “if I do not watch this, I’d be scared of ghosts my entire life.” So I watched it. And no kidding, I had goose bumps all over me!
It did scare the hell out of me but I guess it was sort of worthwhile., I can’t stay scared all the time…

One fear down, a LOT MORE to go…